I love Sunday as it is Auntie Day. The best day of the week when I see my Niece. She is the love of my life and helps me forget about all the bad things – for a few hours at least. I feel like I had lost a bit of the connection with her over the last year. I am not the same Auntie. It is hard for her to understand, she is only 4. It is hard for me too as I am completely different but a bit child like so I suppose I have that connection I suppose. Just need to stop the pain and fatigue as it would help so much. Still can stop thinking about thing again. Feel a bit impulsive, it is probably good that I can’t drive at the moment as I don’t trust myself. Need to find something to look forward to but I can’t.

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