Not my life

I have been saying this a lot recently especially when days go bad or are horrible. I just think to myself, this just isn’t my life. I feel like I am living someone else’s. I guess that is why they say you have had a life changing experience. I think I have said it before. Some days are good but others are so difficult. Today I was standing at the bus stop in the frezzing cold, with two toddlers next to me screaming their heads off. The bus was being evil again. This isn’t my life but it is. Just want to do something that will make me laugh. I can’t cry anymore so perhaps I can’t laugh anymore.