Crying

This is another strange thing to write about. I just can’t cry anymore. I used to cry and stupid things before I was unwell but nothing seems to make me cry anymore. I nearly cried today, I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes but nothing came out. I know that it is probably a part of my brain that is just not working properly anymore. There is probably nothing I can do about it but it is so frustrating. If you don’t have this problem you probably won’t understand but it helpful to have a good cry. It is good to show your emotions. I just want to be able to cry.