It’s true, there is one thing after another. Next week is the next stage in my poor health. I am going to have an operation, another one and I am terrified. I keep thinking to myself that something awful is going to happen to me. The thing is, the worst thing that can happen to a person has already happened to me so I can’t beat that. Well I guess I can but I don’t really want to. The worst thing that can happen to anyone is to die, and I have done that. I know I didn’t die but I did, I just didn’t stay dead. I am terrified now a week before so how will I be next week? I guess I need to talk to someone about this. I am seeing my counsellor tomorrow but I want to talk to her about something else that is also quite important. An hour is not really long enough to talk to someone about somethings. I am a bit scarred to tell people at work as I don’t want people to think, oh another thing. People won’t say it to my face but I am sure they will think it. I am sure I would. My body doesn’t like me, and I don’t like it back.
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